Ugggh I woke up crying this morning. x_x; I dreamt that my grandpa died (last remaining grandparent) and I was back home and we were running around trying to prepare for the flight out for the funeral and mom was bitching at everyone and I was fretting about my calculus midterm at the same time and just ugggh it was horrible. D: I was really confused when I woke up though since I'd been crying really hard in the dream and suddenly I... wasn't really crying much at all. XD; I was so glad to wake up though, omg. ;~;

But yeah that really threw me into a funk this morning. I laid in bed longer than I'd intended and ran low on time. I REALLY needed a shower so I took that and by the time I finished up and was nearly ready to go to class, it was 11AM and the last possible bus that gets me there would leave at 11:11 and there's no way I'd make that. (I... don't have a shirt on, let alone the rest of the stuff I need to go outside. hahaha.)

SO I'M SKIPPING CLASS TODAY. 8/ I'll make myself feel better about it by doing the CS assignment due next week really early or something. And I'll clean up my room because it's getting really gross and cluttered and stifling ick.

And then hopefully Global will toss Glee up on their internet stream so I can watch this week's episode. n_n;

			Situated: Bedroom Currently: Crappy Listening to: Some Land Before Time BGM. n_n Current Tags: dreams

I don't remember too much of my dream from last night but I do remember it was the apocalypse or something. A lot happened but the part that stands out the most was near the end. Everywhere was flooding and we were going to try to drive to higher ground and I had to go get my brother. I found him in the basement playing Guitar Hero and he insisted he be able to finish his song. Then he got really mad at me for turning off the TV so he wouldn't drown. D: And then I couldn't find my shoes. It was very distressing.

The worst part is I can totally see him doing that. Stupid brother. :'(

I should really be doing my CS assignment if I don't want to have to do it on Tuesday after I pick up 358/2 but ffffff I can't concentrate. So instead I'm listening to and singing along to the Lion King soundtrack.

			Situated: Bedroom Currently: Bored again Listening to: Jason Weaver, Rowan Atkinson & Laura Williams - I Just Can't Wait to Be King | Powered by Last.fm Current Tags: dreams

UM so I've barely updated in a month. Point form here we go!

→ Reading week was both productive and not at all productive. Studied a bit and then learnt I had to send my laptop back to HP (long story but I hate them to pieces now) and we didn't want to sooooo my parents bought me a netbook omg. ;o; It's an MSI Wind and I love it to pieces. So it provides me with my wifi and I'm keeping my laptop around for now and it just kinda acts as a static desktop haha.

→ Got a new phone too. It's so sexy. Samsung m*number number number more numbers* Slyde or something. idk it's pink and has a full qwerty keyboard and is my best friend. \o/ Whoo for being able to access twitter wherever. (I fell in love with it when I saw sasha_janre post a picture of her new one and had to go out and get my own since I've been planning to upgrade my phone for well over a year now. XD)

→ Wrote 8 billion midterms. Or like... 5 or something. I don't even know what number I'm approaching but it's AWFUL. My weeks are just a blur of math assignments and midterms. It's quite stressful. :( Stress is relieved by my 360. I honestly have little to say about all this since it's so boring.

→ I've been watching a lot of anime in my little breaks between class, or when I get home from class to unwind... Still watching Sailor Moon, fully caught up in Toradora and most of ToA, probably others. Watched Hetalia and liked it, much to my annoyance. ;o; Kinda avoiding fandom like whoa since from what I can tell on F!S it causes more wank than I'd care to pay attention to.

→ Health issues have been all over the place. Kinda tmi so I won't go into detail but I'm back to square -1. If you're interested past that, hit me up on MSN or something idk. I'm so frustrated with it though. Getting home for an appointment this week was a disaster too. twitter friends got a play-by-play but I basically missed my greyhound bus, missed it again at the other stop, had to city bus it to the bus terminal and then had to kill time for 1.5 hours to catch the next one to Toronto. Then when I was subwaying it to Yorkdale from downtown so my mom could pick me up, the subway got stuck for a good 15 minutes at a stop. Doors were open. I forgot my jacket. The next day was freezing too (and laced with bad/annoying news haha). ffff inaccurate weather reports.

→ Pi Day was today and that was awesome. Especially awesome when I looked up my stuff for my midterm on monday and realized it's actually NEXT Monday so I can slack off a bit this weekend thank god. It was a busy weekend because today was Pi Day (had to go buy a pie+ice cream and pick up my brother's birthday gift) and tomorrow is my brother's birthday and my family's coming up to see me. So I would've had... very little study time.

→ Got lots of Pokémon stuff lately + on the way. Shit still need to respong to an email regarding something. >< Aaah I've been so behind on email lately too haha.

→ My sink was plugged today so I got to trek over to Sobey's at like 10:30 to buy Draino or whatever. It was kind of a fun walk and it was still nice out from earlier (above zero!) so omggggggg. ♥

→ While I was home over the week, my parents said they want to take another family vacation. :] We're kind of all over the place as far as opinions go. Dad keeps pitching Mexico or Cuba or something (do. not. want. D:), mom just wants a hot vacation in the winter, and I... have no real preference so long as it's not something tropical or too... outdoorsy? Getting a tan doesn't interest me in the least. My brother and I have decided we kinda wanna push for Europe but we only have like 10 days to do it so idk. D:

→ Pokémon Platinum in one week! Aaah I almost wish my midterm was this Monday just so I could actually play Platinum somewhat. XD; Maybe I won't play it until after my midterm is done and save it for a reward hmmm.

→ ALSO I KEEP HAVING ZOMBIE DREAMS. WHAT THE HELL. CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT THAT MEANS?? Like I swear I've had about 10-15 different zombie apocalypse dreams in the last month. If there aren't literally zombies, the atmosphere is always me or someone just ahead of an outbreak and trying to find shelter, weapons, food, etc. It's driving me crazy. 8(

			Situated: Dorm room as always 8| Currently: Exhausted somehow haha Listening to: whirrrrrrrr goes the computer fan Current Tags: anime, dreams, family, gaming:360, gaming:pokemon, health:endo, shopping, social:trips, tech:laptop, university, university:dorm, weather

I SWEAR IT WAS LIKE 1 AM ABOUT 10 MINUTES AGO. WHERE DID THE TIME GO? AAAH. 8|

Oh right! My dream!

( My subconscious is EPIC WIN. )

			Situated: NOT IN BED. 8( Currently: Dorky, lol Listening to: Motoi Sakuraba, Shinji Tamura, Ryota Furuya - Fighting of the Spirit [Arranged] Current Tags: dreams

So I had my Computer Science midterm tonight. I probably studied less for this midterm than any other midterm I've taken in university so far, so I really didn't know what to expect when I walked in there. My "studying" consisted of just reading the textbook--something that probably should've been done ages ago--yet I still knew most of the content on the test! :O I only didn't know how to finish one question (but I should get a few partial marks for it) and the only other questions I didn't know how to do were the stand-alone bonus questions. :D I got the bonus questions appended onto another question and I miiight have done one more question wrong, but for the most part I feel really good about this midterm. XD I left like 40 minutes early or something, so maybe I failed the whole thing hard but... oh well. 8( I haven't felt good about a test in quite a while. I'm happy. :D

It's also reassuring me that I DID pick the right major. Damn I LOVE problem solving, especially when it's math based but not too math based. And this test, despite being on the most annoying programming language ever (...that I have encountered thus far), was so much fun. o_O; Just... writing out my plans, executing, correcting... omgggg. It was like high school but harder and more fun and omg. \o/ *spaz*

On a completely unrelated note, I seriously need to write out the dream I had last night. It had dinosaurs, engineering students, nayana_1120, and Kratos. It was so epic and yet so stupid all at the same time.

			Situated: Dorm room :] Currently: Jubilant \o/ Listening to: Takeharu Ishimoto - It's So Wonderful | Scrobbled by Last.fm Current Tags: dreams, university, university:cs, university:exams

I've been having crazy dreams for several nights in a row now. I barely remember any of them, but I think last night involved Jade saving the world while I wrote an Algebra exam. :|

Mom's decided she wants a new fireplace, so she's going out to look at them today. Dad's first response to it was "we could get a 52" plasma TV for that price!" and then Bryan and I perked up to just agree. Dunno why we need a new fireplace. We don't use the current one and it looks fine. <_<;; I'm hungry.

			Situated: Family room Currently: Dorky Listening to: Dunno what movie is on TV Current Tags: dreams, family